sleeping sore. i woke up terribly sore in the quadriceps and biceps. i woke up at around 8 and went back to sleep waking up every hour from then...finally lifted my face from my pillow at 11:30 and put some new clothes on. Went downstairs to wait for rachel and whoever was going to practice today. Rach and chris came, late as usual...but that didn't matter, they were the only ones coming. Hannah came late...i learned the hard part of smooth criminal...just gotta practice. Taught chris the chair part and other things..Erl found out from JD, and from beth that we were dancing. Yo, i have nothing to say on the matter because we're WAYY too far into it to be re-teaching those parts again. He can be a good friend like Po and watch. Dude chris went the whole year not dancing with us and he's still a good sport. Garett is finally getting to dance with us this year and i'm glad for it. variAZN is dead and will always be. no more discrimination...its not a fucking variAZN reunion, NO FREAKING WAY. they left, then I ate a little...then i took a really long nap. woke up 30 minutes ago and ate corned beef and cabbage, very salty, so i ate a ton of rice with it ! haha, and here i am now.

Natch12: i feel like singing
Natch12: hehe i need my backup;-)
YeLLoDuCKiE1: AWW !
Natch12: well then...good night my favorite jennifer
YeLLoDuCKiE1: nighty night
yeah bryan made me feel good. i needed it, because this random guy had one of the most horrible conversations with me. He completely rubbed me the wrong way. you can READ IT and tell me i'm wrong to be a little irked by this guy. if you read it and don' t get why i was pissed, here are the main key's:
1) horrible grammar.
2) sayin that bio leads nowhere
3) tellin me to read unnecessary things.
4) guilt trips.
5) what does he care about the drinking?
6) telling me to relax?

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Your score: 55 out of 110.

Are you sure you're not a guy? You have a good grasp of what really goes on inside the male mind. You hold out the possibility that guys can be sweet, but know that in reality they are more often awkward or just plain clueless.

one step forward, two steps back Mark woke me up this morning at 9:30. Thinking it was thursday, i panicked because i thought it was late in the afternoon already. But err, no, it was 9:30...he played the piano while i tried to wake up properly...yanno laying there under the ceiling fan wondering when it's gonna fall on me. He was going to see austin power's at 10:55. yeah, i was semi-invited....actually come to think of it...it was a before -thought...i mean initially invited and then they decided, "er, nah, she shouldn't go". eh probably didn't go down like that, but for some reason...i guess my brother didn't want me to go. And no..the excuse cannot be.."Oh i heard you were already doing something today.." Er no, you can't say that...i'm not leaving for Vasquez till 3 or 4..I can't hold it against anyone though. I guess its my fault, for not informing mark of my REAL plans...everything's my fault. i saw the car pull up 40 mph faster than it should be going in a neighborhood like mine. ooh that doesn't look good. But anyhoo, i cooked ramen noodles, ate a quarter of it, drank some water and watched Girl with dominique Swain and sean patrick flannery. it was interesting. i liked the music...but i think the concept of "groupies" kinda pissed me off a little too much.

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i was watching chocolat for the millionth time and the guys came back from the movie and chilled on the couch. i had been tired because i was chugging water after rehearsing with myself...yanno the dancin. But anyhoo,,,i changed and got ready to go rock climbing and dude it was AWESOME. shannon and kelso and anna picked me up at around 2:45 and we drove to shannons to wait for diana and whoever..which turned out to be, nobody. Anna wore shorts, what a dumb butt. Diana wore nice clothes...but ended up not messing them up AT ALL. I just came out really dusty. we packed the cooler and took the extremely large van to subway, ordered foot long sandwiches and put them in the cooler. I didn't put mine, however, because it was a "hot" sandwich. we drove the extremely large van with an airconditioner to Vasquez Rocks. Oh man, that was great...from shannon complaining about the dirt road that she thought went one way...to the park ranger telling us to leave while we were getting in the car. We got there and parked in a dirt lot, ate lunch under a great tree and just left our shit there. No one was around and if they were to steal ANYTHING, it'd just be food. Armed with water bottles we tackled many rock formations and trails. However, on the first one...I almost died. HAHA.. on the way down, i took the difficult way. The traction on my shoes was horrible. So..i was semi-crab walking down this flat face, about 10 feet up. I notice the jagged egdes start to dissappear and I have nowhere to hold...so i start to slide..i start squirming and kelso yells " I can catch you !" Err too bad she was joking. i scared the shit out of everybody. i slid fast, unintentionally mind you...on my feet, dragging my poor hands behind me. Yikes, it burned. I learned my lesson...after climbing up and down for about 2 hours, we took a break back at the tree. We headed back out, re-loaded with more water, err i had started to sweat tremendously. We headed south to south east to some interesting looking rocks...we found a really fun crevice to shimmy up. I laid there between the crack for about 3 minutes thinking about where to put my feet and hands. Everyone had already gone up...kelsey was getting worried and tried to get me to grab her foot. It was a little taxing, but i used my butt to hold myself up between the two walls. Haha my butt is useful for something besides pooing and making it hard for me to fit into kid pants. We sat atop the highest rocks and took water breaks, talking shit about people and things that happened. Dude when rock climbing, you can't help but think weird things. The following words are involved: hard, hole, rock, crack, hot and things of that nature. Can't help but muster a chuckle. HAHA kelsey ripped a hole in her butt. Shannon found a ..throne? The sun had started to set, so we decided to head back...kelso, anna and diana were completely lost, but luckily shannon and i have some sort of sense of direction. we ran up and down trails...sang my mexican graduation song estoy quemando aqui...ay yai yai yai...la luce del sol es caliente... sanf "We are the champions" and "The Circle of Life". All sweaty and tired, we made it back to the car, right when it got really dark. A park ranger drove up to tell us to leave because the park had closed. We were in the middle of washing ourselves with kelso's wash cloths ! sheesh. common decency is hard to find nowadays. Anyhoo...on the way home, we decided to call around and go to El pollo loco for soft serve. it was yumm. kelso went home with chris..and shannon dropped me home. I came in to see my mom bouncing, dance bouncing i mean...to some weird music. I went upstairs..took a shower...mark banged on the door telling me to call rachel, which i did after my shower. Meh, had to wait for my dad to get off the internet..and now..my night begins. yikes my muscles hurt.





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squinting at the moon Yeah, the past two days were pretty eventful. i spent all of wednesday with my mother. when she wasn't trying to talk to me, she was paying for something she had convinced me to buy. She woke me up pretty farking early in the morning...9 ! sheesh. I can't help it, i can't sleep early if i tried. especially when i'm not tired. dude it was 2 and she was yelling at me. Anyhoo...i took a shower and got into the car. we drove to Vons so she could get money..and i loaded up my newset 311 and mouse on mars CDs. yeah...she got pretty annoyed with my music. "Too much erroneous sounds" is what she said about Mouse on Mars. So she put in Alliicia Keyes. And i went..."Ack, not enough errouneous sounds..". That pissed her off a good bit. The gas station at the mall had been closed so we drove to acton to get gas, i bought breakfast at Jack in the Box..ate half of it and felt sick...i sat with my face pressed up against the window staring at passing cars. My mom wasn't compelled to use the Carpool lane AT ALL. So a while later...we arrived in L.A...exiting on 8th street, when the fashion district is on 9th...after the horrible maneuvering...we parked on top of a building and walked around looking for underwear. After buying lingerie, pants and PJs...we went to Burbank to eat at Chevy's...bought expensive shoes at Macy's...i had to wait, my mom was freaking buying funny looking dresses...I mean,, more funny looking that some of the clothes that i've worn. we drove home...Rachel called me and told me to come to her house at 6, it was 5:30. it was ok..i got home ,brought my crap up stairs...packed a little and asked my dad to drive me over. I got there and we practiced our butts off...until about 2 in the morning. then i woke up to some girl staring at me...anyhoo, we practiced a ton today too...and ken brought me home. i took a nap and rach called saying tons more people are dancing with us.. err, i know we get a big stage now, but that doesn't mean we NEED to add more people, especially more people that are JUST joining in today, after we had learned for the past 3 days... i dunno i'm really iffy about it. Anyhoo, I'm going rock climbin tomorrow, with shannon, kelso and others. yee-haw ! this should be REALLY fun. er austin powers comes out tomorrow and i wanna see it...erf. oh well. talking to bryan right now...

YeLLoDuCKiE1: now i can teach you stuff when i come over.
YeLLoDuCKiE1: because its really fun
Natch12: =-O=-O=-O
Natch12: cool
Natch12: but i have to warn u now...
Natch12: i suck\
Natch12: at dancing
Natch12: modern thingys....
YeLLoDuCKiE1: lol...HEY. it'll just be us anyway.
Natch12: lol
Natch12: haha okay
YeLLoDuCKiE1: dude..i just learned how to dance..remember?
Natch12: so... ?
Natch12: ur like
Natch12: SUPER WOMAN
Natch12: u know how to speak spanish
Natch12: and like
Natch12: dance
YeLLoDuCKiE1: oh shut up
Natch12: and sing
Natch12: and do all sorts of stuff
Natch12: im like
Natch12: omg it took me 2 years to learn how to swing dance
Natch12: which is looooooooooooong
YeLLoDuCKiE1: but you're really good
Natch12: but that was like a loooong time ago...
Natch12: im not even good nemore
YeLLoDuCKiE1: freakin bryan...
Natch12: :-(
YeLLoDuCKiE1: quit it. you're great ;)
Natch12: ookay i'll stop
Natch12: thanks though:-)
YeLLoDuCKiE1: dude, if i'm so great, what are you? i only talk to the BEST.
Natch12: lol
Natch12: awww
Natch12: hehe okay okay
Natch12: that was a good line
YeLLoDuCKiE1: lol..whoa, i scared myself there
Natch12: hahahhaa
YeLLoDuCKiE1: i'm not used to flattering other people.
Natch12: that was a goooooood line
Natch12: well there ya go
Natch12: when u do flatter ppl
Natch12: its like
Natch12: WHOA WATCH OUT!
YeLLoDuCKiE1: HAHAHAHA
i was tempted pretty good and took another quiz...the Barbie quiz:You are Ballerina Barbie! You are graceful and take care of your body. Dancing is your passion and five bucks says you can balance a book on your head really well.

before we depart... yeah i was lookin forward to chilling today cuz like chandi came back and all the sisters were in town. so we decided to chill today. vocke and rachel had plans, but chris and i crashed with chandi and amit. dude we were cracking up..cuz we were in the middle of rachel's street and were arguing about whose car to take...so amit started to walk to his...vocke started to walk to his and chris started to walk to his...and the girls follwed as so : chandi, rachel..then i followed chris to his car. Bethany and mrs. sutherland were cracking up...indians in the white accord....asians in the black civic..and white people in the white accord. we didn't plan it that way..but it just happened...we were in a group and suddenly dispersed the way we did. it was great. we had a good laugh on the way to movies 12 to pick up free passes. We went to 22 and saw k-19, the widow maker. that was pretty damn good. I can already see the cliches coming around next week " You are a hero, you are ALL heros !" hahaha.we also sat in the row funny. [amit]chandi [scottie]rachel[me]chris. Masculine on the left..lol hahahahah. chris got cold so he stuck his arms in his short sleeved shirt...then a strange man came in the middle of the movie..stared at us and said "You guys watchin the movie??" and he sat next to chris.. he was pretty freaked out. it was great. Then we talked in the parking lot...putzed around in the arcade...kicked chris' ass in DDR. hahahaha. watched amit and chandi play some ninja shooting game. drove to Denny's chilled there eating cheese fries and talking shit about people..and plannin another dance routine...eh, very tentative for August 3rd, details tomorrow... anyhoo..we drove to rachel's and chilled until my mom called for me to come home at 1. chris was playing with my phone...hahah the people in rach's neighborhood scare me. anyway i came home and sat at the computer after i went pee...and that was my evening.


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YeLLoDuCKiE1: i saw k-19 and ate at Denny's.
QtxBoY068: o man!~~ i wanna watch that movie...and that other one with tom hanks
QtxBoY068: i came back from the spa
QtxBoY068: just relaxed with some friends
YeLLoDuCKiE1: yeah? that's kool, spas are fun
YeLLoDuCKiE1: Road to perdition isn't out in my valley.
YeLLoDuCKiE1: k-19 was surprisingly good.
QtxBoY068: o yes they are..and where were u yellow duckie?
QtxBoY068: really? out of four stars..what would u rate it
YeLLoDuCKiE1: 3 and a half.
YeLLoDuCKiE1: i went into the movie thinking that it wasn't going to be that great.
QtxBoY068: pretttty good..pretty good
YeLLoDuCKiE1: i laughed...even gasped a few times and held my hand over my mouth
QtxBoY068: why would u watch it then?
QtxBoY068: haha how cute
YeLLoDuCKiE1: i have a democratic group of friends.
YeLLoDuCKiE1: i even dug my face into my friend's shoulder once, only once.
QtxBoY068: HaH
QtxBoY068: was it that intense?
QtxBoY068: or are u exxagerating
YeLLoDuCKiE1: nahh, i told you, only once !
YeLLoDuCKiE1: i don't like blood that much.
QtxBoY068: haha sUUUre
YeLLoDuCKiE1: heyyy..you don't know me dude, how are you judging?
QtxBoY068: your more of a PG-13 kind of girl
QtxBoY068: =)
QtxBoY068: heheh im just kidding sweety
YeLLoDuCKiE1: hey it was a historical flick, i'm not into history that much.
YeLLoDuCKiE1: pg-13...haha.
QtxBoY068: so im guessing you went to watch it because of ur friends?
YeLLoDuCKiE1: and because nothing else was worth watching or I had already seen it.
YeLLoDuCKiE1: I thought "oh what the heck.."
YeLLoDuCKiE1: watching liam neelson trying to speak in a russian accent was entertaining enough
QtxBoY068: well...at least the movie was good =)
YeLLoDuCKiE1: yeah, it was.
QtxBoY068: wOo hOo
Yanno that above conversation was with my newest friend Lee. I can honestly say I've never had such a sincere conversation with such a stranger. It was a very long time into the conversation before we knew each other's names. He was actually interested in what i had to say, not to "TrAdE PiX WiD meEh" hahahaha. he think's we're meant to be since we're both going to Davis and both shorties. hahaha i thought that we had absolutely nothing in common...but for some reason we kept talking. I mean, he's a design major and i'm a bio major. then again what you like doesn't directly dictate your personality. because..our personalities we almost the same. or were they? he may not have liked the music that i like, but he was interested and willing to learn and listen. I think that's what i'm into...yanno people who listen and learn and pay attention. i guess it works. people teach me things everyday, and its nice to pass it on yanno? Lee was awesomely bent on making me smile and feeling good about myself. Who doesn't like THAT? dude there are just some people that are out to hurt me and i'm starting not to like it. people just sit there and tell me things that make me feel bad, maybe i should speak up. you wouldn't think they would WANT to hurt me...but they do. i mean, what if this person didn't know or mean to or couldn't help it . well no matter the circumstances or intentions, if it hurts...it should stop...

Jenn "Determined" De------
Nothing stands between you and the proverbial brass ring. If you encounter any obstacles in your path, you quickly and effortlessly sidestep them or obliterate them. At the end of the day, you are standing tall and enjoying the thrill of victory.
Vital Gear
Includes a Palm Pilot, ready cash and a base of operations.

Well i stopped talking to Lee at like 5 in the morning...i heard my father starting to yawn across the hall so i quietly turned everything off and took my mouse on mars cd and listened to it while i tried to fall asleep in my room. mark woke me up at like 12:30 to tell me chandi and rachel were coming over..i was like "mmmh huh?" they came while i started to watch bedazzled. they handed me a michael jackson dvd. oop we're doing the mystery parts and parts that Carlin's group did. i think its funny how KIIS FM didn't ask THEM to do it. since they won yanno..it would have only been right...but OH WELL...they want us. even after our crappy mall performance, they still wanted US. I'm cornfuzzled. meh i gotta burn the cd...aiight. sidenote: saw sosko's away message. " I am away from the computer because somehow I found a life" good for him. Now..i think its my turn dude.

Natch12: ur gonna be all famous now
Natch12: and then i can say
Natch12: HA!! I WENT TO PROM W/ HER!!

dude, we called up peeps all day to decide what song to do on August 3rd..we finally decided on both versions of Smooth criminal and Dangerous. we practiced what we knew and learned like 5 minutes worth of stuff today...i was all tired and sweaty. during the step step cross over, i cracked my spine so loud, everyone started laughing and calling me old and decrepid. so i'm going around L.A. with my mom tomomorrow...and sleeping over at rachel's so we can practice. haha. i talked to Bryan for the first time in a long time. DUDE JADE GRADUATED. Meh she's supposed to graduate with Bryan and brandon ! OMG...she had too many credits so she just decided in june to graduate a year early. WHAT A FREAK. she's havin a grad party in 2 weeks. oh i'm SO going. lol...oh and bryan figured out how to send emails to my phone and i finally figgered out that damn @ sign on my phone haha ..if you have my cell #, e-mail me ~!

familial headvomit dude i don't think my prents have ever argued so much in public and in front of me. it was soooo obnoxious. my father is getting really annoying. he's starting to lay guilt trips in spite of things that others say. its ridiculous. and when he yells at one of us, it becomes plural. even if the other kid wasn't even in the vicinity. anyhoo. my parents dragged us to my grandparents house last night...grandma came strolling into my room, very naked early this morning to wake me up.. we were going to IHOP. dude, that food didn't settle well either. on the way, my parents were arguing about some stupid route to go to church and pick up my uncle. At the table..my mom would talk openly about my dental problems and my uncle's diabetes...fucking A. it was so annoying. then we went to taco bell and debated about soft chalupas and hard gorditas....then we came home.

talked to chandi, she just got home too...gonna chill with her and that hairy man sometime i think...
YeLLoDuCKiE1: hey chandi said to tell her special friend that she'll talk to him later.
Xl nite lx: okie : (
YeLLoDuCKiE1: why the sad face?
Xl nite lx: i missed her
Xl nite lx: my chance to talk to her that is
Xl nite lx: im to manly for the other thing
YeLLoDuCKiE1: lol
YeLLoDuCKiE1: i was about to go " aww how cute.." but you ruined it
Xl nite lx: damn staight
YeLLoDuCKiE1: good one...

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maybe i'll look for some of their stuff after my 311 is done DLing..DUDE i DLed a ton of Mouse on Mars, they freakin rock ! They're so obscure! they're so ME! meanwhile, i was complaining to chris about my undying boredom, so he sent me a site :findapix.com. omg, that's so FUNNY! check my profile out. ken, chris and jared are up on that site too if you wanna check it out. its hilarious ! In the process of making 3 cds : 311: Transistor, Mouse on Mars:Idiology and a Jenn cd, songs with y name in it.


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